‘Don’t Let Love Down’
Researching Grammy winner, singer-songwriter and multi-platinum music producer Rob Fusari aka 8bit aka Cary Nokey was like accidentally stumbling upon an epic, spiritual revelation destined to save the world, and then not quite being able to decipher the true essence of its consequence, but in the most glorious and glamorous way. After watching his videos, “American Dream,” “Incredible” and “B Who U R,” I am sure that his music will certainly hold an exciting new meaning for me.
Out of all of the people I’ve had the honor of speaking with, Fusari is the most intriguing thus far. His fascinating, unpredictable artistry, his riveting sense of fashion and his countless “looks” seem to fuse a thousand divergent people into one very special and enchanting being.
After years of generating dreams for others behind the scenes, writing and producing music for artists such as Destiny’s Child (“No, No, No”), Beyoncé, Will Smith (“Wild Wild West”), Whitney Houston (“Love That Man”) and Lady Gaga (“Paparazzi,” “Fame”), the compelling and creative talent that Fusari possesses as a solo artist is about to be unleashed in the form of his new video, released April 8, titled “Don’t Let Love Down.” On April 27, he will be making his debut appearance at the Cutting Room (44 E 32nd Street, NYC) in “a glamorous tribute to the music of The Beatles.”
Congratulations on your new video, but right off the top, I have to ask you: Rob, 8bit, Cary … how many voices do you hear in your head, and what are they telling you to do?
Too many. I just have that multiple personality type of thing.
I usually do a little research on the people I interview, but with you I was up until 2 a.m. discovering what you are about, because you’re a million different people.
So your work just got quadrupled. I wish I had an explanation for it all, but I really don’t.
I interview a lot of people, and thus far you intrigue me the most. First because you are so diverse that I don’t even know what you are, and secondly because I want to go shopping with you.
That’s part of my addiction: the clothes, the shopping; it’s all part of my addictive personality, which I can’t seem to control.
I feel like if David Bowie, Adam Ant and The Pet Shop Boys had a baby, you would be it.
Yes, that’s a great comparison right there.
I just couldn’t figure out what you are. You look completely different in every one of your pictures.
It’s funny, when I was in high school, my senior year, an acquaintance came up to me at the end of the year, and she said, “You know, how come every month of the year you look different? I can’t pinpoint it.” It started back then. I wish I had an explanation for it. Even in the music that I’ve written, it just varied, and it changed. It’s worked for me, but it also worked against me. Most of the time in the business, producers and writers, they develop a sound, a particular trademark. You just know it’s them. I don’t have that. It just keeps changing. It’s interesting, but you’ll never hear a track and say, “Oh, that’s a Rob Fusari track.” I wish I had that; I just don’t have that.
You’re even a little bit Broadway.
For sure. I grew up in a house with a family that everybody had their own thing, their own culture, their own music that they gravitated to. My mother was Liberace, my brother was progressive rock, my other brother was disco. It sunk in a little bit from everyone’s side. I never chose a side; I’ll just take it all then I guess. My mother, I was her third son, so I was the daughter to her. She always wanted a daughter. She kind of did her best to make me the daughter. She would try her new makeup products on me, she would show me her clothes. She was the female me, so to speak. It touched my feminine side. She treated me like her daughter all those years. You can’t make this stuff up.
Are you so diverse on purpose?
Honestly, I wish I could say it is, but I feel like the puppet sometimes. I wish I could take credit for some of it. I’m kind of like the vessel. I have to go where it takes me. I can’t explain it; it’s very odd, even to me at times. Obviously it drives everyone on my team nuts. “There we go again, he’s changing his name, he’s changing his direction.” I can’t help it.
But Rob, you don’t even look the same. How do you do that?
I just don’t … I don’t understand it myself. I’d be lying if I said that it doesn’t drive me a little crazy sometimes. “Just LAND…LAND…”
You know what, I hope that you don’t. I think you should keep it the way it is.
Thank you, I’ll take it. You’re the first person that actually latched onto to it.
I’ll be honest with you, I never heard of you before.
I told you, I was a behind-the-scenes guy. I wanted to be behind the scenes. I didn’t want to be like Pharrell, out in the front. I wanted to be behind the scenes.
In your video “American Dream,” toward the end, was that Dina Delicious in it?
Yeah, she’s so amazing. You know how some people have that uplifting aura? She had it. That video was filmed in my mother’s home. What’s even crazier is that my mother was there while we filmed it. I think maybe 3/4 of the way through, she starts to realize that all these woman are all basically different sides of who she is. They represented her and me growing up. All of a sudden she got really emotional. She started crying. Something hit her —“OMG, it’s about me”—because I didn’t tell her that. She just kind of went with it.
Maybe I should be interviewing your mother instead.
My mother is the star that never was. She’s a straight out star. She’s someone I would have worked with.
You know, I feel like you made a lot of people a lot of money. Why did you wait so long to go solo?
Well, it wasn’t something I ever planned on doing. The way it came about was forced. After I finished the Gaga project, she got so successful, I was left in a very strange place. As a creative entity, I didn’t have the next move. I didn’t expect her or the project to be that big. As much as it is a blessing, it’s also a curse. It’s like this thing where you could potentially peak out. It gets to be too much in terms of what do you do next. I couldn’t walk into a record label with my next artist and let it be less than Lady Gaga. It had to be above it, it had to top it. It had to be something more spectacular. So after the Gaga project every unsigned artist was finding me. I met with a ton of artists, worked with them, because I was convinced that if I didn’t find the next artist now, I never would. I was waiting for that next artist, but after two years, needless to say, it never comes. For me, I just wasn’t connecting. When I met Stephanie, within moments I knew this was it. I just didn’t find it, and unfortunately it put me in a very dark place. For someone like myself where music is the thing that keeps me alive … So I woke up one day and decided to write a song, just to write. I had stopped doing that. There was no particular project for someone else. I needed to write a song, for no reason, just cause I’m a writer. I wrote a song from this phrase that my mother used to say: “Don’t be a jack of all trades, master of none.” So I wrote a song called “Master of None.” It’s one of those things that came out of me very quickly, within 15 minutes. It had this very Pet Shop Boys, Depeche Mode thing to it. In my mind I thought who can I get to demo this. I didn’t know a soul in all those years that could give me that kind of sound. The artists of the ‘80s had this very emotional, dark sound. So for the hell of it, I just did a vocal on it. When I came back to the studio there were a bunch of people huddled around the console listening to the song. I thought they were making fun of me. They turned to me and told me that they hadn’t heard anything like it. From that moment everything just changed. That’s how it all came about.
You have a sound. Very Pet Boyish, Bowie…
That’s why I do this. That’s my inspiration, Bowie, the Cure. It’s like a collage of everything I listened to. I’ve been so fortunate to have worked with people like Whitney Houston and Gaga and Beyoncé. You pick up these little things from them too.
Do you ever feel that the words to your songs are like a lifeline for people that you will never meet?
Absolutely. I was speaking with someone the other day about “Don’t Let Love Down.” … I have this thing where you can feel peoples’ energy. There will be a day that I’m walking down the streets of New York and see someone with a certain look, and I can almost see into their life for a split second. It brings to mind a story or a title. Any writer writes about their life, but it’s more than that. You are putting yourself into other people’s life. With “Don’t Let Love Down,” it’s a little bit if a foreshadow, because I wrote it with Gaga. We had the kind of relationship that was very volatile. We both knew, unspoken, that we were never going to last. You just know, you just feel it in life. We had this explosive, creative chemistry, but we also had an explosive personal chemistry, which isn’t always good. So a lot of this song is a song that I wrote with her, had a lot of this foreshadowing of “it’s going to apply to us whether we like it or not.” More recently I see a certain hopelessness that I sense from a lot of people that I meet. They just can’t figure it out. I don’t really like to write sad, breakup songs. That’s not the kind of writer I am. I like to make a bigger statement. “Don’t Let Love Down,” it applies to so many areas of love. It’s not just a relationship; it’s bigger than that. So when you ask that question, very much so. Sometimes you do feel like the voice, that I’m living through other people, and my words are their words. Music is personal, but it’s only personal because you’re drawing from so many personalities.
Do you feel like you had no other choice but to play music, as though you were born to do this?
It’s funny, because I tried to fight it for years. I ran from it until my late 20s. I took any job you could imagine from a bakery to a gas station to a computer consultant. It scared me. I didn’t think it was real. It was too far out there. Every time I would run, it would pull me right back. Finally, when I stopped running is when things started happening. The answer is yes.
So if you were a new addition to a crayon box, what color would you be?
I would be Hawaiian Punch.
If you were a porn star, what would your name be?
If you were a superhero, what would your powers be?
That’s good. That’s easy. I’d want to be able to go from male to female.
I think that you already kind of do that. Would you want to go back again though?
Yeah. I’d want to go back and forth.
So what can people expect to see at the Cutting Room?
I’ll tell you this: It’s a bit of a tamer show than when I opened the “RuPaul’s Drag Race” last year. What’s different about this show is that there’s gonna be more storytelling. I’m going to speak about different things that I haven’t really spoken about. They are really personal to me. I’m going to have in song form a conversation using all Beatle songs, a conversation that I could see John Lennon having with his son. It will be answered in all Beatles songs. It’s going to be really emotional. I gotta keep my composure so I don’t start balling on
Behind The Scenes Photos By: Cody Rasmussen
Still Photos By: Mikhail Torich